It's a much better day. The pain in my face is gone completely. Such relief.
We fly back to Illinois tomorrow for a week. I'm shaking and dizzy. Nauseous. I feel crappy but having the pain gone is. . . there just are no words. Relief is as close as I can come.
I had to stop by the pharmacy early this morning to pick up some meds for the dizziness and bought a new pair of PJ's while I was waiting. Broke down and colored my hair when I got home - I just don't want my grandkids to see me lookinthe g this rough and this grey. Not yet. :-) Not with the cane looming over me too. Showered. Brushed all of my teeth for the first time in 2 weeks - it was just too painful before. Threw flour, water, yeast, salt and sugar in Kitchenaid and the house smells like fresh bread. Not sure which Terry will appreciate most the bread, the shower, the PJ's, the hair color or me brushing my teeth. It took literally all day to get it all accomplished. Laundry I have stayed on top of but I still have to pack. Tomorrow.
I'm beat but I'm grateful. There's a bit of hope back that I had lost. It feels so good to not have pain.
This time tomorrow I'll be on the plane. Mixed mixed mixed emotions about letting family and friends see me like this. It feels all Drama Mama to say that. As much as I have complained it has been kind of a gift to hide from the concern I will see in their eyes.
Thanks for loving me thru this.
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